why am i the one alway being blamed for the things i didnt do....it so frustrated ......why it me.................
it so pain-full......

why cant their ask me first rather than accusing me...........
cry and cry the only thing i can do..........
but i already tired with crying.............................

giving up

there are times when i feel that i want to give up in everything i do.......
but when i think again...why should i give up?????? when we give up we will never see the end of the journey.... how will we knew that the outcome of it will be bad?  maybe it will be beautiful journey after all we have been through


every time i face a problem i always want to give up and think that i can not do it anymore....
i want to cry but does it worth it? to cry for something that you have done ..........................



life is like this............there is an up and down in our life......... it not wrong to have a feeling of giving up But do not every stop what you have done.............

stopping doing what you have been done is a waste because you already put half of your effort on it....................

asu wa kuru kara by tvxq is my favorite song because it mean that because tomorrow comes .....

because tomorrow comes give you a hope to move on and face your life when you think that you are giving up and seem that tomorrow will not happen ....   this song is an inspirational song............back then there is a mother that lives in korea and has a child that has been diagnose with Cerebral Palsy..... she feel that every times is so tough and giving up in her life but when she listen to this song asu wa kuru kara she feel that she found her reason to lives and a courage to take good care of her son because we never knew what the future is  cause it undecided........................

Love Letter by BoA

personally i like this song by BoA, i guess this song was released back in 2007......
i like this song because it show or resemble how i feel about someone....
every time i listen to this song, automatically i will remember him

now, seem that he already has someone else with him
i pray and hope for his happiness with that person........

A letter from Cassiopeia

April 5, 2010

(T/N: This is the translation of a letter that a Cassiopeian posted in Daum. I wanted to share this to all of you. If you read it, you'll understand why)

"Cassiopeia"

It's a very familiar name, right?

If you're a person who likes TVXQ

you will have heard of it at least once,

and you will have introduced yourself as one at least once.



We have always thought of the name 'Cassiopeia' so proudly

and I believe we will keep doing so in the future.



I'm here to talk about our name

'Cassiopeia'.



Do you remember how we got the name 'Cassiopeia'?

We got it off of the constellation 'Cassiopeia'.



Five stars that shine brightly in the northern skies.

That is 'Cassiopeia'.



But, there's something you should know about 'Cassiopeia'.



The constellation 'Cassiopeia'

is one you can see all year round in Korea,



and it is also a constellation winter travelers use as a compass to find Polaris.



We,

Our name,



stays in one place no matter what

and guides travelers who have lost their way,

and their hope

towards the right path to bright Polaris



That is where our name comes from.



Did you know that?

If you did, have you forgotten that?



When we chose our name as 'Cassiopeia',

we made a promise to ourselves.



That we'd always brightly shine upon our stars TVXQ.

That we'd shine and protect our stars TVXQ.



When they lost their way,

when they felt worn out,



We would always shine on them from one place

so that they could find their way,

so that they could find hope.



........... We haven't forgotten that, right?



We,



Those feelings we had at that time,

that faith,

we still have all of those.

Do you see it?



Shining so bright in the sky,

that's us.



It's going to be hard.

Keeping our faith in hard times like these,

it may be hard to believe in them till the end.



But we are 'Cassiopeia'.



I believe that what we have to do is stay right where we are and wait for them/



In this spot, so that TVXQ don't lose their way,

So that TVXQ has somewhere to return to,

So that they do not lose hope,



We have to wait.





I don't know how long this will take.

But I will wait.



Right here, not changing one bit.



Like 'Cassiopeia', that shone light on the path for people for thousands of years



I will shine light on the path so that TVXQ can return whenever they are ready.



Because I am 'Cassiopeia', for whom even the wait is sweet...





Always keep the Faith!



by:은령



Source: [Naver Blog]

Translation credits: jeeelim5@tohosomnia.net

Shared by: tohosomnia.net

mix marriage

i wonder is there a problem in mix marriage?
i dun know why i choose this title for my theses
i came from mix marriage family........

will i be like my family ...
choosing someone not from my culture?
not from my religion?
i always hope that it you
or does it mean it has to be you


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_QcLVEonmE

HOLDING BACK MY TEARS (DONG BANG SHIN KI)

ROMANISATION
Composer: 박유천(Park Yoo Chun)
Lyricist: 박유천(Park Yoo Chun)

[changmin]
Hayahge heuryeojin geurimgwa
Jiweojindeuthan nae hyanggiga
Nunbushin gureumsoge garyeojyeoyo...

[yoochun]
Amumal eobtneun nae gaseumi
Cheoncheonhi mameul olgyeobogo
Geusairo sochyeogan shiganman sone
Nohyeo jyeoisseoyo...

[Junsu]
I'm holding back the tears
Mugeopji anhge naui maeumeul maego georeoyo
Gakkapjinahgo meolji anheun gose
Dareun naega seo-ittjyo nan ulji anhayo

[Yunho]
Ddodashi dusoneul moeujyo
Eodinga deullin geogose
Jueogi anin jigeumeul nan saragayo

[JaeJoong]
Babogatjiman neul hamkke isseoyo
Biugo shipeun geu apeumi
Onmomeuro heureuneun nae nunmureul mareuge hajyo.

[All]
I'm living with my tears
Mugeopji anhge naui maeumeul maego georeoyo
Gakkapjianhgo meolji anhgeun gose
dareun naega seoittjyo
[Junsu] Ulji anhayo nan...

[All]
I'm holding back the tears
Gabyeopji anhge naui mideumeul maego ddwieoyo
Nopjido anhgo natjianheun gose
Ddo dareun naega seoittjyo
Jageun misoro
[Jaejoong]nan useulsuitjyo

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TRANSLATION

[ChangMin]
A faded white painting and my slightly vanished scent are hidden inside an eye-blinding cloud

[YooChun]
My wordless heart Slowly starts to move my feelings
Those times that slipped through
Are in my hands

[Junsu]
I'm holding back the tears
I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart
To a place that is neither close nor far
Where a different me stands
I will not cry

[YunHo]
I bring my two hands together once again
In a place I live the present life instead of the memories

[Jaejoong]
Though it seems stupid, we’re always together
The pain that I want to let go
Dries the tears that flows through my body

[All]
I'm holding back the tears
I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart
To a place that is neither close nor far
Where a different me stands
I will not cry

[All]
I'm holding back the tears
I run adding to the weight of my faith
To a place that is neither high nor low
Where a different me stands again
With a small smile I can laugh

Ashita wa kuru kara (because tommorow comes) TOHOSHINKI

hora maiorita yuki ga kono te ni tokete wa
marude nani mo nakatta youni kieteku

nee taisetsu na koto wa kowareyasui kara
bokutachi ni wa tsukamenai shizuka ni tadayou dake

haruka na haruka na uchuu no katasumi
koushite futari ga deaeta guuzen

kiseki to yobitai kono kimochi wo
kimi dake ni tsutaetai yo

tada tsutaetai koto ga umaku ienakute
mayoi nagara sagashi nagara ikiteta

ima hitotsu no hikari wo mitsuketa kigashite
oikakereba nigeteyuku mirai wa ochitsukanai

nandomo nandomo tachitomari nagara
egao to namida wo tsumikasaneteyuku

futari ga aruita kono michinori
sore dake ga tashika na shinjitsu

ame furu toki ni wa kimi no kasa ni narou
kaze fuku toki ni wa kimi no kabe ni narou

donna ni yami no fukai yoru demo
kanarazu asu wa kuru kara

haru ni saku hana ya natsu no sanahama
aki no tasogare ya fuyu no nukumori

ikutsumo ikutsumo no kisetsu ga meguru
kasane au inori wa jiyuu sae koeteyuku

haruka na (uchuu no katasumi ni ite)
haruka na (omoi wo haseru)

kiseki to yobitai kono kimochi wo
tada kimi dake ni tsutaetai yo

nandomo nandomo tachitomari nagara
egao to namida wo tsumikasaneteyuku

futari ga aruita kono michinori
kiesaru koto wa nai kara

ame furu toki ni wa kimi no kasa ni narou
kaze fuku toki ni wa kimi no kabe ni narou

donna ni yami no fukai yoru demo
kanarazu asu wa kuru kara

kimi dake ni tsutaetai yo
kanarazu asu wa kuru kara
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translate into English

Look, the snow that's floating down is melting in my hands,
it's like it vanishes like it wasn't there.

Hey, when something important to us is shattered,
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we just drift about quietly unable to hold onto each other.

Far off in the distance, at the corner of the universe,
we unexpectedly happened to meet each other.

I want to yell out these miraculous feelings,
I just want to tell you.

But I never told you what I wanted to say.
If you're lost or looking, I'll be here.

Now, I've already felt this single light,
I'll keep chasing it because if it gets away my future won't be calm.

No matter what, no matter what, if it stop,
my smile and tears will keep piling up.

We've already walked this journey,
and that's definitely the truth.

When the rain is pouring, I'll be your umbrella,
when the wind is blowing, I'll be your wall.

It doesn't matter how deep the evening darkness is,
because tomorrow will definitely come.

The blossoms of the spring or summer's sandy beaches,
the twilight of autumn or winter's warmth.

The many, many seasons will come back,
and I'll pass through freedom with my wishes.

Far off (at the corner of the universe)
Far off (I'm riding my emotions)

I want to yell out these miraculous feelings,
I just want to tell you.

No matter what, no matter what, if it stop,
my smile and tears will keep piling up.

We've already walked this journey,
and this fact hasn't disappeared.

When the rain is pouring, I'll be your umbrella,
when the wind is blowing, I'll be your wall.

It doesn't matter how deep the evening darkness is,
because tomorrow will definitely come.

I just want to tell you
because tomorrow will definitely come.

[credit:boajjang.com]